I was wrong

I would have NEVER guessed.

Had you asked me a year ago, hell... 8 months ago if I thought I would enjoy pregnancy, my answer would have been a very strong no.

I am a creature of habit.  Tend to like control.  Self Aware.

Which could seem like all things that would hinder a happy pregnancy with everything that is going on in your body.

Then made the decision that since this is the only time I will be experiencing it: I was going to be intentional and present in my pregnancy.  I wasn't going to let fear govern this experience.

Watching my body change has been oddly calming.  I have maintained a active lifestyle and good eating habits - and I tell myself: in order to remain healthy and keep the baby healthy, weight gain is NECESSARY (although I am very mindful of keeping healthy weight gain). So seeing my belly grow has actually been a lot of fun.

A comment was made a few days ago "you look so cute!  I'm sure you don't FEEL cute." While took zero offense to it... I really do feel *cute*, and also sad for women who don't, or struggle with health difficulties that make it harder to feel positive about the way they feel about themselves.

I am incredibly lucky being surrounded by women who share their positive experiences with me ( I have only had a couple of ladies share unsolicited, fear based advice ).  We all do this journey differently, and I am incredibly grateful that I have had an amazing experience so far ( I know not all do ).  

Did you enjoy your pregnancy? What were some of your challenges?